March Holidays = the sweet life...far from it...so here...

Yes, finally the March holidaes, this being the first proper sku holidae of the year...full one week. Well, this obviously should be a good thing...and should be the sweet life...especially with little or no homework, but it hasn't been all that rosy. No, not that the holidae's been bad...just that, the holidaes have not gotten off to a great start...and not that i'm again being all negative, it sort of like good yet not that good. I mean, good = i can do all i like with so much time for me at least, but trouble is having been in the state of mind of like WORK, WORK, WORK...it seems i've forgotten what it means to ENJOY...in my other post where i revealed all that i want to do..i failed to mention what i'll do within the practical contraints of day to day living...like if i don't have work to do over the weekends...i'd be clueless as to what to do...just like how i was over this weekend.

Well, but some stuff which i was involved in on sunday and todae...made it slightly easier, though now i have the rest of the week do use fruitfully, for rest, work and play...the only real trouble was the saturdae that has just passed...i was really bored. Anw, so as u know, thinking that i could at least do something for the class and sku with the class...at least even close to half...i went to sell funorama tickets with watever of the class tt went to Jurong point to sell tickets...btw only 5...yes 5, including me. And, like i went despite knowing that according to our gp teacher, it was hard to sell funorama tickets in JP...i went with perhaps...a hope that it would be an ok experience. But, yepp...true enough, we could only sell one ticket among the 5 of us...this is from what i know...and the ticket that was sold came for me. And, it was coz a guy, saw me struggling to sell, and decided to be nice and buy just 1 ten dollar ticket...and he said..."here, have the ticket"...so yea, he bought it for me...nothing to wow about. Seriously, i defied all...my norms by selling tickets in a public place despite, the fact that i'm not good with selling tickets coz i am yea put it this way, i'm not comfortable with convincing ppl to buy funorama tickets...which make sme look kinda like a weirdo or even like "begging". But, really noone wants to buy funorama tickets there. And, the amazing thing is that, i with my TENACITY...so good rite, exhibiting the spirit of ACSIANS...refused to let the notions that we can't sell any tickets get to me...i persevered...and even though i didn't sell anymore in the end, i know that i have put in my effort and so it really didn't matter in the end. That day, b4 i left i had ice cream anw with my dad so tt was like a reward for my efforts. Oh, and while we were selling tickets, i saw charisse there, we thought we had another person to help sell tickets...but she was like with her family...jk. And, btw i stayed at JP for 3plus hours...until like 6...so tts how much effort i put in...despite the fact that i can't sit for long.

Then, of course todae i had a chess tournament...the National School's Individual Chess Championship...and no, no medals, no trophies...but no it also isn't a disappointment, the fact that i didn't win anything...coz i never am a contender anyway..haha. So, actually i didn't do that bad...i mainly beat the players i should beat...though there were a few games i should have won which i didn't win. An example is a game where i was one step away from delievering a checkmate and i thought i blundered chekmate, when actually i could stop it and then, my checkmate would be unstoppable, i would have won, but i didn't see it. All b'cos i haven't had enough chess games and have stopped training for a long time...due to the fact that i've been too preoccupied with sku..so ya. Thus, an ok result i guess, considering that i haven't played in ages.

So now, i've got the rest of this week, of the holidae to enjoy...with yea, a long two days of selling tickets then a chess tournament respecitvely having just ended. Hope i can make use of the rest of my time well. Rite now, i'm just really tired...and can't write much more. I'm just praying for the Lord to help me to really really enjoy the break and yet also make sure i keep up with my studies...And, i'm hoping to get over all the disappointments, troubles...and unhappy things. So, as i look forward to the week just hope it turns out fine...hope i'll return to sku all energized, and then face the results for the terms, haha...shld forget tt actually, and as i have so much to say and yet have nothing to say...i end this post...ya.

Just a random post...no idea what i'm writing already...seriously my post is like too vague..i know...but i'm tired...

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