Mixed Emotions...

Really didn't know what to blog about, but I knew I wanted to post youtube videos for the first time on a blog post on my blog...And, so I've posted several videos of songs that I feel reflect how I feel, some of which are my favourite songs. Last week, I felt like I just couldn't get how I truly feel, and I felt bad about stuff, but by the end of the week I had went from a heavy feeling maybe coz of the kind of songs I listened to, to feeling like everything is great, like not taking to heart all of the issues in my life, it just isn't an issue anymore to me, everything is great and almost perfect...But I must say, that I can't say that I'm sure of how I feel...like the words of the song, now I know how I feel about you now. So here's the different ways I feel as portrayed in these songs...

And, one point I must make about a phrase in the song The Only Exception, is " And up till now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness...but you are the only exception". This means something to me in two ways, one relating to what the song is meant to mean which is about love, and the other is in that I at some points in my life struggled with loneliness in terms of friendships, I tried to be content with my situation coz people would say I was being ungrateful and discontented by complaining about my situation but, I realise life is not meant to be lived in loneliness so I have every reason not to be satisfied with a life of loneliness.

Also, in the song two is better than one by my favourite band of all time, boys like girls...it's not like I went looking out for the persons' I know I care about, but it's almost like they just as the song goes,"came into my life".

Finally, in one of my favourite songs of all time, I'm with you, the part,"I don't know who you are but I...I'm with you". I feel like I don't know some of the people I care about, but still feel some kind of connection like I'm with whoever it is...





About You Now

Maybe I'm wrong
You decide
Shoulda been strong
Yet I lied
Nobody gets me like you

Couldn't keep hold of you then
How could I know what you meant
There was no friend to compare to
There's a mountain between us
But there's one thing I'm sure of
That I know how I feel about you

[Chorus]Can we bring yesterday back around
Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb I was wrong
I've let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

I'll bet it takes one more chance
Don't let our next kiss be our last
I'm outta my mind just to show you
I know everything changes
I don't care where it takes us
Cause I know how I feel about you

[Chorus]Not a day passed me by
Not a day passed me by
When I don't think about you
And no moving on
Cause I know you're the one
And I can't be without you

[Chorus] (x2)

And I know how I feel about you now
Yea I know how I feel about you now





How you choose to express yourself
It's all your own and I can tell
It comes naturally, it comes naturally

You follow what you feel inside
It's intuitive you don't have to try
It comes naturally, mmmmmmm
It comes naturally

And it takes my breath away
What you do, so naturally

You are the thunder and I am the lightning
And I love the way you know who you are
And to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay bay baby

You have a way of moving me
A force of nature, your energy
It comes naturally(you know it does)
It comes naturally

Mmmmmmmm yeah
And it takes my breath away(every time)
What you do, so naturally

You are the thunder and I am the lightning
And I love the way you know who you are
And to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay bay baby

When we collide, sparks fly
When you look in my eyes, it takes my breath away(You are)

You are the thunder and I am the lightning
And I love the way you know who you are
And to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby

Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay bay baby

Naturally
Everything baby comes naturally

Naturally
Bay bay baby





{Verse 1}When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darlin'

{Chorus}You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

{Verse 2}Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm content
With loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

{Chorus}You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

{Bridge}I've got a tight grip on reality, but I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

{Chorus}You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception[X2]

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, and I'm on my way to believing





I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought"Hey, you know, this could be something"
Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first dayYou came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking ooo
I can't live without you
Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one





I'm Standing on a bridge
I'm waitin' in the dark I thought that you'd be here by now
Theres nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone tryin' to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you
I'm with you

I'm looking for a place
Searching for a face
Is anybody here i know
Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone tryin to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you
I'm with you

Oh why is everything so confusing
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
Yea yea yea

It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I... I'm with you
I'm with you

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I... I'm with you
I'm with you

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you
I'm with you
I'm with you...

To end, maybe all this may turn out to mean nothing but perhaps it may be something...

Comments

Anonymous said…
You're a great kid, and having such a supportive family, and some friends here and there... i know you will get through and live meaningfully, more so than many other people who take their lives and people who cares around them for granted. Be brave, and take a bolder step towards people.

PS. i will remain anonymous here, but i sure you've seen me before, once or twice, but we never really talked, because there was never an opportunity to.

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