Truly, My Life I Give To You Lord...You Are My God...

From yesterday, I was feeling so bad that I’ve stumbled and failed the Lord so many times in my life. But, for a few days now, I poured out my heart to the Lord and sought the Lord and His forgiveness; also, I prayed that God would truly help me to love Him, to desire what He desires, to desire to live for His glory and to desire to always do what is right before God. I just really prayed and recommitted my whole life to the Lord again, I mean, I have accepted the Lord as my saviour years ago and I’m a Christian but truly I prayed that the Lord would really take control of my life as the centre of my life and help me to truly live my life trusting in Him and with Jesus firmly as my Lord and saviour now and forevermore. And, God really answered my prayers and suddenly I really truly feel the love of God and His indwelling in me.

And, tonite as I listen to worship songs by Hillsongs songs such as The Stand, Where The Love Lasts Forever, From The Inside Out and so much more, I feel God’s presence even more than I’ve ever felt before. At this point my heart feels a great sense of conviction of the fact that we have a TRUE AND LIVING GOD…and I can’t help but say THERE ABSOLUTELY NO WAY NO WAY OTHER THAN BELIEVING IN JESUS CHRIST, FOR GOD IS SO SO REAL…IT IS IMPOSSIBLE NOT TO BELIEVE IN GOD.I TRULY CAN’T EMPHASIZE THIS ENOUGH, THAT THERE IS TRULY ONLY ONE WAY FOR EVERYONE AND THAT IS JESUS CHRIST.

My faith now has truly been strengthened, and I can now really really confidently say that for sure I know I am saved and forgiven. The LORD IS TRULY THE WAY THE TRUTH AND THE LIGHT…!!!!!!! All my failures, all of it dun matter anymore, coz in God all our sins are forgiven and my faith for God is real and the Lord Is truly my Saviour, therefore, my old ways are behind me and all my heart now desires is God and Godliness. I believe in God, and by faith, we have the gift of righteousness from God, and I know that I definitely don’t desire for anything else anymore other than God and to do what is right in the eyes of the Lord, and so should I stumble again, I know God had, has and will forgive me.

As I continue to listen to worship songs, I TRULY FEEL GOD’S LOVE FOR ME TONITE, AND I’M SO OVERWHELMED BY GOD’S LOVE FOR ME THOUGH I FAIL, AND NOW I TRULY LOVE GOD…YES, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU LORD…and ITS GOD I LIVE FOR EVERYDAY. LIFE NOW I KNOW IS TRULY ALL ABOUT GOD AND GOD ALONE AND OF COURSE ALL OF US AS BROTHER AND SISTERS IN CHRIST ARE PART OF THE BODY OF CHRIST AND NOTHING ELSE OTHER THAN GOD AND THE BODY OF CHRIST WE LIVE FOR NOTHING ELSE BUT GOD AND THE BODY OF CHRIST. MY CONCLUSION, IN ONE OF MY OLDEST BLOG POST SINCE I STARTED BLOGGING CALLED THE LONELY IDEALIST WAS TRUE, TRULY ONLY GOD, FAMILY AND FRIENDS MATTER, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING ELSE MATTERS, NOT EVEN THE GREATEST PERSONAL SATISFACTION MATTERS. LIFE IS SOLEY ABOUT LIVING FOR GOD’S GLORY ONLY BECAUSE HE DESERVES ALL GLORY.

I have tasted and tried living for many things and I know that really what matters is our relationship with God. I just pray to continue to grow deeper in my relationship with God as I really feel closer to God today and the FEELING IS GREATER THAN ANYTHING I’VE EVER FELT IN MY LIFE BEFORE. God is all I ever want or need…and tonite i really feel like I’ve found myself in/thru God.

I say to you Lord again: "God, I know that I am a sinner. I know that I deserve the consequences of my sin. However, I am trusting in Jesus Christ as my Savior. I believe that His death and resurrection provided for my forgiveness. I trust in Jesus and Jesus alone as my personal Lord and Savior. Thank you Lord, for saving me and forgiving me! Amen!"

Now, I feel a great sense of peace in my heart and I can be still before God and worship Him for He is OUR GOD…truly…as the song says,

YOU’RE MERCY FOUND ME
UPON THE BROKEN ROAD
LIFTED ME BEYOND MY FAILING
INTO YOUR GLORY MY SIN AND SHAME DISSOLVED
NOW FOREVER YOURS I’LL STAND
SO I THROW MY LIFE UPON ALL THAT YOU ARE
CAUSE I KNOW YOU GAVE IT ALL FOR ME,
WHEN ALL ELSE FADES
MY SOUL WILL DANCE WITH YOU,

WHERE THE LOVE LASTS FOREVER...

All I know now is that GOD IS GREAT, AWESOME AND AMAZING AND THAT HE IS MIGHTY TO SAVE, and ALL MY LIFE, I LIVE FOR GOD’S GLORY FOR GOD DESERVES ALL GLORY AND THAT IS MY DESIRE…truly…AMEN.

SO I’ll STAND
WITH ARMS HIGH AND HEARTS ABANDONED
IN AWE OF THE ONE WHO GAVE IT ALL
I’ll STAND
MY SOUL LORD TO YOU SURRENDERED
ALL I AM IS YOURS

Now, I’m truly feeling a joy that’s from the Lord and everything else seems to have gone strangely dim and I just love God…tonite, I’m completely changed and I rest in the knowledge that the Lord is my personal Lord and Saviour and in Him that I am saved…
So yea, I’m so glad today, God has truly been good to me…My heart I completely surrender to God. Oh Lord truly, you are my God and I love you, thank you for being so real to me…