The Holidays at home....makes one reflect about life

I haven't blogged in a long while, its almost too hard to blog now...the few weeks that i've not blogged...so much has happened and many of my thoughts are, gone like the wind. The last time i blogged the holidaes had jus began and now its been roughly three weeks. It's amazing how three weeks have gone by so fast... But, one thing that i've realised is that holidaes always make me reflect upon my LIFE. Why should this be the case?...well to me i feel that it is the questions that we are posed with out of the situation...which is holidaes. As students, holidaes are unique..at least from the ones working adults, possibly except teachers have. Hrm...in fact adult holidaes are forever brief. Relatively speaking, when one compares adult holidaes with students sku holidaes it pales in comparison....of course teachers always tell students that the holidaes are short...well that is true bcos of the hw and studying....though not everyone is so diligent about sku that it seems that way. However, i'm sure there is that point of time when oh yea...boredom sets in and you wonder what to do next. You sort of have all the freedom u want...and most do really have the cash to go for great holidaes or indulge in pleasures. After a while though, nothing seems to quench the thirst for enjoying the holidaes. The fundamental question that the holidae poses to us is....Rite now yea practically i can have all i want...even time is not of the essence(i.e.we've got alot of time)...at least seemingly...so how would i want to spend this time i have? This draws great parallels to LIFE it self...jus in a small way....so what will we do about our lives? What scares me sometimes is that i don't have an answer and even just two months of holidae and i don't know wat i want...?...how about the rest of my life?

This question is really important at least to me...b'cos i feel as if this encompassess everything...there's point in anything without an answer to this question. It seems this question is fundamental.

Having God in our lives will allow us to LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST and BE HAPPY!....but with this truth...i don't know why i've felt like something was missing in my life and like i haven't been living life to the fullest and have been unhappy?...Truth is i have accepted the Lord...so why does the the VOID seem to plague me?...but then real meaning in life is found when one begins to follow Christ as His disciple, learning of Him, spending time with Him in His Word, the Bible, communing with Him in prayer, and in walking with Him in obedience to His commands. These two truths are from a website about questions on the bible. So, both accepting the Lord and following God, together makes life meaningful and b'cos God wants the best for us...living for God truly will make life meaningful. Suddenly, after i thought about this i felt as if i didn't have the feeling of needing to know the answer to this question anymore...i hope tts b'cos i've understood the answer to this question...and not that i've lost my desire to know the truth. Really, i'm hoping to be able to apply this in my life...it won't be easy but i'm sure God will guide me.

Well, that's one of the things the holidae has taught me indirectly by stirring up that feeling to want to know. So for now, enjoy the holidaes and not forget that a God centred life is one of great meaning!...i'm saying that to myself too...haha.